I was like chill af most of the time but the thoughts of choking you in your sleep keep coming some other times and it was f-ing annoying. 

Or was it more like the idea of poisoning myself to death, letting myself decomposed somewhere under the stars???

Cause I thought that no, I'm not mad at you, I am more like mad at myself, mostly. For I have became what I am not and what nots. God. God dammit, God. Apparently that's the price you'd pay if u let someone rummaging inside yo self too much. And I hate myself for that fuu).

God so annoying, can I just go to a place like one in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and delete these bad bad bADDDD thoughts permanently cuzz I don't like to think negatively of someone when she/he's actually nice???? No?? Ok? (well they're not nice per se, but still).

AhhHHH FUDggeeE

gottA run and catch my rainBow bye beetchees (for now)